Do you hear the scream?

 If you have followed me for a while or have even checked out my "About page" Abortion is something I am extremely  and deeply passionate about! And I believe my passion to end abortion is even stronger now ever  due to me experiencing pregnancy.  

 Have you seen this video... It's called "How Do You Kill 11 Million People"? Based on Andy Andrews' book, How Do You Kill 11 Million People?  If you haven't I seriously recommend that you watch it before you finish reading.

The video is about Hitler and the Holocaust and standing up against what is evil.
 As I listened my heart began to sink into my chest as I was watching it and hearing a few people talking and telling the story about how they could hear the trains full of innocent Jews screaming for their  lives as they were brought  to the concentration camp. And as they passed through their village they could here their screams. And eventually they knew what was going on.. And they knew when they heard the train coming and the whistle blowing. They knew they were carrying men, women and children on their way to death. And as the screams got louder, so did their singing voices.

"Week after week that train whistle would blow. We would dread to hear the sound of those old wheels because we knew that the Jews would begin to cry out to us as they passed our church. It was so terribly disturbing! We could do nothing to help these poor miserable people, yet their screams tormented us. We knew exactly at what time that whistle would blow, and we decided the only way to keep from being so disturbed by the cries was to start singing our hymns.

By the time that train came rumbling past the church yard, we were singing at the top of our voices. If some of the screams reached our ears, we'd just sing a little louder until we could hear them no more. Years have passed and no one talks about it much anymore, but I still hear that train whistle in my sleep. I can still hear them crying out for help. God forgive all of us who called ourselves Christians, yet did nothing to intervene."  
-A man's description from the video.

Brothers and sisters, Do you sing to drowned out what we call "today's Holocaust"? It makes me sad that this is happening once again but this time it's happening in our own country.. And even worse their children.. Children being slaughtered a horrible death by their own mother and the abortionist who deceived  to them..

Church.. I believe this video is for us more than anyone else! We are called to make a difference and to open the eyes of the ignorance.. Why are we just sitting here and singing our hymns until the screams fade? I know Jesus would rather us live His worship instead of just singing them and ignoring the whispered scream of a child out of complete fear.

We believe abortion is murder yet, we don't do anything about it.. Most of us even forget to pray (Which is the most important thing to do btw!) 

We know innocent children are being ripped to pieces everyday yet, we keep silent so our ego won't be ripped to pieces.  

We know fearful and deceived  pregnant women are thinking about aborting their child and yet, we don't go to clinics to comfort them.

It makes me so mad when people try to "Sugarcoat" abortion.. Sadly even Christians do it! The one's who should be protecting the innocent is turning their backs on them..

We get so caught up on what is and isn't a "passion" I hear people say all the time 

"Well, I know abortion is wrong and all. But it's not really my passion". 

But it should be everyone's passion to end it! Because it's not about you and your passion. It's about God and His Passion.. 

Rescue those being led away to death; hold back those staggering toward slaughter. Proverbs 24:11

God has called us to be His warriors. To protect His innocent and  children are the most innocent of all.. Isn't it about time we do something? It's pretty horrific that a baby is facing death before he/she even gets a chance to live.

This has caused quite a stir every time I say this but it's truth. Friends, we are living in a holocaust. We are in the midst of one. But there is ignorance in the air. Ignorance that denies it. The same demonic ignorance that flew through the air when it took place with the Jews. And just like Christians in this generation they were silenced with fear and their ego.

Do we really not want to intervene while children are dying for the cause of selfishness?

 "It is a poverty to decide that a child must die so that you may live as you wish." 
- Mother Teresa

Do we really  want to have to ask God for forgiveness for standing by and covering our ears as we hear the children scream of pain?
Do we really want the blood of millions on our hands?

I should hope not! Sisters and brothers.. Lets stand, lets fight! Lets take back what the enemy has stolen and say "You will no longer take what is ours! You will no longer take our children, our innocence, our life. Not in our nation! We declare life and abundant life!

At the moment I am...

Recovering from the fantastic trip to six flags that my sister in law Ashley blessed us with for Leon's Graduation present.. Isn't she the best?!?! Loved her since the day we met. She's one of those love at first sight kinda girl...   Leon and I got on our very first roller coaster together. So we can check that off our list! It's nice having a Big strong man to sit next to you before the ride starts!

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Thinking about despite of what other people think of me regarding my faith, past mistakes, beliefs and how I mother my beautiful daughter.. I can hold on to the fact that I am loved and cherished by The King! Last week I received a few hate comments about how I parent and my testimony and was called pretty much every name in the book.. I even had to delete some of them because they were just so inappropriate and I didn't want you guys to have to read such filth.. My heart was shaken at first.. What have I done to this person to have them lash at me like that? But Jesus is constantly there for me. Loving me on the days I don't feel loved but instead discouraged.. I am reminded that it is the darkness that tries to cover up the light.. But my friend, I refuse to let this light God has placed in me to be hidden or shaken.. My God is bigger than hate comments.. ;)
 
Really excited and praising God for the arrival of Selah Abigail!!  Delivered by my blog bestie and sister Sarah who did an amazing job! I so look forward to our daughters being pen pal buddies. :) Happy Birthday Selah!
 
  
And I am heartbroken  that millions of babies around the world don't get to have the opportunity to live because of the ignorance and selfishness of others! Abortion needs to stop!
Laughing so hard at this picture!! Evie's just not sure what to think of a little person holding her!! HAHA!

I hope you know how true this is!

We want to wish you a Happy July 4th!

Happy Fourth of July Friends! I am so grateful for the freedom I have and for our soldiers and police officers who fight every day and risking their own lives to defend our freedom! I often feel as though they're not recognized or appreciated enough. So major shout out to you Ladies and Gentlemen. I thank each and every one of you for your service!

I'm so glad to be free! & to live in a country that's free. I'm blessed that I live in a country to where I can open up my bible at a star bucks  without the fear of authorities seeing me and dragging me off to jail.. A thought like that hasn't even crossed my mind while opening my bible at a star bucks. And I'm so blessed I don't have to live like that. But my heart yearns for those who are murdered and prosecuted to this day just because they just own a bible.

I'm glad we have the freedom  to make a difference in the world we live in. I'm glad we have the opportunity to speak up and fight for the innocent. Though I am often thinking of ways to make my voice louder and more effective. I really don't plan on leaving this earth until every abortion clinic is closed and burned to the ground.

And most importantly friends, I'm so extremely blessed for my Freedom in Christ. This is a freedom to really rejoice and shout about. For if I didn't carry this freedom no other freedom would matter. I would be nothing. I am free from my past, present and future. I'm free from what ever comes my way.. Being free in Jesus just makes this life  worth living. Yay Jesus!!

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Let's pray for the ones affected by abortion.

Honestly if you sit down and really think about abortion. It's sadistic beyond measure. It should be an unthinkable practice. Let's continue to Pray for those affected by it.

Last Wednesday a  woman appeared at a OWC to abort her twin baby girls. The only reason she gave for aborting them is that she already had daughters and didn't want anymore. She was twenty weeks! Many of you have no idea stuff like this happens. I have spoken to people about Abortion and how dangerous it is not only for the child but also for the woman. And that the only thing abortion does is kill.. It kills the unborn child that had life, potential, and spirit and it leaves the mother wounded, full of regret and shame. You see there is not just one victim here,  but two.

I have spoken to many on the topic's of abortion. To co-workers,debaters, friends and family. And I have also spoken on it a few times on my blog. here. And every one I have talked to that is for abortion has absolutely no knowledge of it. And it makes me so angry to see so much ignorance in America, It makes me so angry that Abortion is one of the biggest procedures in America, And it makes me so angry that America, the country that was founded on Christianity, The country that our four Fathers have fought for and put precious time into says that killing children is alright. And according to President Obama they are even a mistake. And everyone I have talked to don't even understand what's really going on. Some told me they only allow abortions for emergency purposes, some say abortions are only legal for women who are in their first trimester ( Which even if it was, do they not know that first trimester babies have a heartbeat that starts to beat within six weeks of pregnancy? And that the first trimester is when they develop everything they need including something as simple as fingernails?)  And it would be a shock to some when I tell them that Abortion is legal in America up to the day you give birth.” In fact, in our nation’s capital, there are two doctors who “specialize” in abortions this late in pregnancy. One of those doctors has been working with a suspended license for several years. The Partial Birth Abortion Ban only stopped the use of that procedure late in a woman’s pregnancy. Now, as long as the baby is dismembered before removing him or her from the womb, it’s perfectly legal. Look up the laws in your state. Keep in mind that in any state that has exceptions for the health of the mother, this can mean that if a woman has bad heartburn that’s a threat to her health. A late term abortion starts around $2,000 and can go up to about $15,000 depending on how far along a woman is in her pregnancy.. It leaves me sad as a pregnant woman that many women would do anything to have their children with them and that some women will pay thousands of dollars to have them removed. And it also saddens me as a pregnant woman that people are saying because of their ignorance that children are not alive in their womb. But let me tell you that is the biggest lie! From experiencing pregnancy from trimester one to hitting the third trimester in a few weeks, I have seen my baby and she is most defiantly alive, and not only alive she is a baby with all the qualifications to be so. I heard her heartbeat at eight weeks, I saw pictures of her, I saw her moving, kicking, jumping and trying to get the sonogram camera out of her space, and last time I was there I saw her sleeping, I feel her kicks, punches, hiccups and even her full body moving. I see her character developments, personality, likes and dislikes. She is not some extra body part in me that I push out within the 9th month, shes not a wart, or a clump of tissue. I'm carrying a human being, a baby.  And when a country says it's okay to murder a baby. Their is great evil going on there.

Some of you who are reading this may not have known I was so passionate about stopping abortion. And what brought this post today was reading about this woman I mentioned earlier in my post that was pregnant at 20 weeks with her twin precious girls. At twenty weeks these girls have been kicking, bonding, punching, and doing things babies do together. And now because of one woman not wanting them, they wont have a chance to grow any further and to live their life. I have watched many documentaries on the Holocaust.  I have seen and read about the great evil Hitler has done to Jews just because they were not German. And I will also tell you what I see when I watch those documentaries, when I read those books. I see the very work in Abortion. I see women having abortions because they just don't want the responsibility, or because she feels she has to many kids etc, I see doctors who know that they are children and that they have potential and that they are living human beings but do not tell the mother that because they are afraid of loosing their precious dollar. So they would rather destroy a precious life. Leaving the mother to live with doubt and shame, I also see women who have actually died from loosing too much blood during an abortion procedure.  And the sad thing is stuff like this happens more then once everyday. And because of ignorance people don't see or care. Their was many people to offered this woman financial help, many offered to adopt her daughters. But she decided to do what was more convenient for her and that was to kill them. She aborted the twin girls in her womb even though many offered  every kind of help she would ever need ready for her. She admitted that she didn’t want girls and that she had no compassion for the babies she was carrying. Through a two day process, she actually had to go into labor and deliver her sweet babies into a toilet. Abortions like these happen all over the country every day.

How can this happen? Why is this happening. I am disgusted that this could happen without a revolution rising to overflow the government that  would accept the murder of innocent children as the status quo.
 I know it’s controversial to say this, but abortion truly is the holocaust of my generation. What if we had the bodies of 50,000,000 babies piled on top of each other in a museum somewhere? What if we took all of the clothes they will never wear and toys they will never play with and you had to pay to see them? If each of us had to watch a late term abortion, surely there would be a revolution, right?
 After the Holocaust ended, German civilians were taken to Buchenwald concentration camp to see the atrocities that happened there. Over and over they were heard saying, “We didn’t know.” Now, because of the internet and social media, we have no excuse for ignorance. The hands of America are covered with blood…perhaps their eyes and ears are covered as well. 

I'm not writing this post to bash the Pro- choice companion, I'm not writing this post to condemn women who have had abortions. So please don't think or assume that I am. I love and care about every one of you. I just want you guys to do your research, to watch videos that have been posted and made about the dangers of abortion. And a topic like this cannot be sugar coated. I know I usually don't write hardcore like this. But today I just had to let everyone know what was on my heart. And I really felt led to write about this today. Check out this website  here to get more information on the matter.

Be the difference!

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This is a 180 movie documentary! If you have the time you should watch it! If you don't have the time, you should make the time! Because each day, each second we have a chance to impact someones life, we have a chance to make a difference! Will you be the difference the world needs to see today?

Injustice!!

People can sort of deal with things they don't have to look at, but it's hard to view a child's corpse and turn your head.
They're are many times I look at these innocent children. I wish I could be there and say "Take my life instead.
More then three million children are murdered each day.
Injustice must stop! This I pray.
This has to stop. We must stop the delay!
For every day a child cries of pain.
And the sad thing is those who hear the cry, the world calls insane!
Children are never a choice. No, Never a choice to me.
They all are pure joy. Joy the world needs to see.
But morals faded on those liberal nights.
And sadly children too. Their heartbeat,voice and rights.
What is up with your convince. Would you really take a life for that?
Or will you let someone else? Would you just sit back.
Can we not see what we have started?
Is this concept one we're unwilling to catch?
This world will burn in liberated flames
Use this needle, light this match.
Is the world really this greedy. That they would want to kill whats pure and true.
That you would want to kill the very life that God put in you.
But must I say the child is not the only victim here.
Also the mother that was deceived. Who didn't know no better.
If we would have gotten to her first. She would have had something to treasure.
The child suffered a horrible death and the mother suffers a horrible life.
But let these mothers know that their is freedom in Christ!
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