If a picture could say 1000 words.

This is me sooooo sleepy from a long night of diaper changing, nursing,singing and snoring. No, Evelynne doesn't snore. Her Father can take the blame for that ;) And somehow Evelynne is wide awake at 7:30 am.

I think it's safe to say I'm at the stage of motherhood where I can live in sweat pants and style around the house with a tank top with spit up all over it and be completely fine. My hair is growing out, my bangs our starting to out grow my face because I haven't had a hair cut since September..   Motherhood is a tough and selfless job that doesn't end, a season in life I wasn't prepared for. But it is the season in life I will love and treasure always. After a long night there is nothing more rewarding to have a wide awake little life smiling up at you and to look at you like you are her everything. As hard as motherhood can be I wouldn't trade it for the world. It's the life and ministry I'm meant to have and my uttermost desire to live! I love this little girl unconditionally <3 I praise and give all glory to God. He has blessed me!

Over coffee.

 If I were having coffee with you, I would tell you "I hope you're having a great New Year!"  We haven't done this coffee date in a little while mainly because I'm so busy giving all of my attention to this little girl above. She is  my priority now and my family will always come first and second to God ;) 
But while she is sleeping in her swing wearing just one sock. I thought I would catch up on a coffee date with you that has been long over due!

If I was having coffee with you, I would tell you that God is leading and guiding me on a study about fear & fearlessness and the kind of power they both can carry.  I can't wait to share it with you! You see, until now fear has been a huge part of my life. I was scared of everything! and every now and then the enemy still tries to convince me that I am still a fearful girl. But I choose to listen to the Truth teller and His words are I am a Princess Fearless Warrior. Fearful of no thing. I mean what can demons and people do to me when I have God on my side? Yes, I will have much more to say on this topic on a much near future post! I hope you stick around for that. You'll be blessed!

If I was having coffee with you, I would tell you that last night was a very special night! I wish I could tell you that Evelynne slept through the whole night! But I can't. I'm still waiting for that miracle. But what I can tell you is that she slept in her bassinet the whole night and only woke up twice! So, she's getting better.
Her sleeping in her bassinet is a huge deal for me. You see I started her out sleeping with me and that is something I told myself I wouldn't do.....ooops! So I had to set it straight and lay down the law last night. And this mission was accomplished!

I can't believe how fast she's growing! I was going through her clothes during the weekend and packing up her NB clothing and putting them in the attic because they no longer fit her. Apart of me was happy because now she can wear the 3 month old cute clothing but another part of me was sad to let them go. I guess it just brought me to the reality that my baby girl is growing up faster then the eye can see! I must say though, I want to thank every mom who told me "NOT to buy NB clothes for her because she would never wear them."  Because that was truth right there! She didn't really get to wear a few of her NB outfits and the ones she did wear she only wore   for a few times. I guess baby Riley girl #2 gets a chance at it. You know, when that time comes ;)

Leon is getting much better at this whole Dad thing. The Police academy has made him a little rough around the edges but he's getting much better! I think with a little more training he'll be a daddy pro! I'm just not sure he knows or quite understands yet what a little girl needs.I know he'll become more understanding though as he spends more time with her.

If I were having coffee with you, I would tell you our neighborhood squirrels are soo fat! It's so cute and funny. 









This is what I would tell you if we were having a coffee date. =D 
What would you tell me?

Welcome 2013

Happy New Year! I can’t believe it’s 2013 and I couldn’t be more excited.
I feel like this year is going to be so much different than last and also more excited as we head down a new journey in our lives. I started out the year of 2012 as a newlywed and this year of 2013 I am starting out as a newly mom. I couldn't be more blessed to start this year with my husband and new precious daughter.

I have so many things to look forward to this year. Like Evelynne crawling, her trip to the beach, spring walks as a family, her 1st Birthday and Leon graduating from the police academy. 

So much excitement for one year!

I saw this picture on facebook the other day and thought it was perfect! This is what I pray and want my mindset to be everyday for now on, and I pray you get this from my blog with every post.

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Who let the cat out of the bag?

So, anyone who knows me would know I'm not much of a cat person. AT ALL! I'm a dog lover all the way. But I couldn't help but have compassion on a stray black cat one day. She was skinny and looked like she hasn't had anything to eat in a long while! I felt like I would be heartless if I didn't have compassion on her regardless if she was an annoying cat. So, I fed her some lunch meat and talked with her and pat her for a while. A few days later she was on my doorstep asking for more. What have I started!!

Autumn excitement!

I know I have mentioned in my past posts about how excited I am for fall... Honestly, I was ready for fall since early August! But I held in that Fall excitement for the appropriate time. I think now is a good time to let it go.....

Sweaters, scarves, tights and boots - Oh how I love fall clothes!!!
Candy Apples- and just Apples in general.. I love Apples. And when they are dipped in caramel and nuts. Sigh..
Bon fires- YAAAY! My Parents have the best Harvest Bonfires. There is nothing like sitting next to a fire, snuggling with your man with a single blanket and eating Smoes! (I know they are actually called "Smores"  But I call them "smoes")

Pumpkin Spice Lattes/Frappes- Seriously. It's Fall in a cup. It has been my pregnancy craving for the past week! It smells heavenly with whip cream and cinnamon. =) Did I mention I had three of the frappes in the last four days? And one of them was a "Venti" =D

What's been happening in my life lately.

Look no feet!

Evelynne has been kicking so much lately! It's so funny sometimes. I also feel a deep bond with her when she moves because I play along with her. I'll put my hand on a certain area of my stomach and she'll touch where my hand is. It's so amazing! Watching this precious little life growing inside of me. In my first trimester I couldn't wait until pregnancy was over. But now, I think I might miss it. Having your child grow inside of you, talking with her, and having her with you 24/7  is extremely special. This active little girl has my heart.

 Some books I have been reading to her. 

What I've been reading the last 6 of months!

These are a few things I crocheted together for her. The thing with yarn still attached is a blanket I'm working on. I can't wait til it's finished. You know me! Keeping myself busy ;)

                                                                  BIG NEWS!!!
 I am now married to a  Police officer trainee! My wonderful husband went off to his new job this morning. He looked so handsome in his suit! I'm not real sure on what he'll be doing today because his physical training won't start until the 7th of September. I'm sure I'll get the scoop over dinner tonight. Until then I can't wait until he gets home. And also to see him when he officially get's his uniform hehe! A lot of people ask me if I'm afraid of him becoming a Police officer. After all Baltimore city is a dangerous place. But my answer is one big fat NO! Of course not. I know God's hand is around him and that my husband is protected. I'm not worried or concerned at all. And I shouldn't be ;) I know Leon will do great as a cop. He's compassionate, loving, caring and he doesn't take nonsense from others. People respect My Mr. Riley.  He's very mission minded in this career. He said he may be getting paid to be a cop, but what he really is, is a undercover Evangelist. Sigh.. I'm in love with this gentleman!